It’s been one year today since mom died. I was doing pretty well today until about noon. I don’t really know what to say about it. It’s not my favorite day for sure. I feel bad because one of my best friends has her birthday today. She is a good sport. She understands. The most I’ve thought about today is how I feel like it has been longer than a year. I was pretty disconnected with things for about 9 months. Those were my hardest and darkest months I think. The new year helped. I’m for sure grateful for friends and family. I feel as though I’m slowly starting to get back.
This wasn’t supposed to be a whiney post. Sorry.
Basically I decided that while today is a rough day and a hard day I would prefer to remember my mom for how great she was and how much I love her. I love her for her great example. Thanks mom! I love ya and miss you!
